Over Before it Began.

Just think about it. Not being able to play that one sport that you love. Knowing that you’re season was over before it even began. Right now, since basketball has begun, I sit there. I sit there wondering, why, why you did this to me? Why would you hit somewhere that you know is already a terrible area for me? Knowing that she knows that she hurt me, just so she could get that spot. I know, its life, but I hate the fact that she doesn’t even care. I will not say the name of the girl who hurt me, that would just be wicked. As I sit there and watch you practice, it makes me want to play even more, but knowing that I can’t makes me feel like crap. Honestly, why would you do something like that to a teammate? There are some reasons that I can think of, one being oh I want her spot so I will do whatever it takes to get it, or another could be, Wow she knocked me down so why shouldn’t I get her back. I do not know what was going through her mind, but I surely did not like it. The only thing that I want more than anything is to play, even though the doctor said I could not. Senior year, and not being able to play the sport I love just really blows. There is nothing that I can do but sit there, and watch, that is not what I wanted to be doing this season.