Today it is hard to decide what to write about. I find myself distracted by new things. I want to go out and experience life instead of sitting in front of my computer writing about it. Life can be short so I feel the need to live it to the fullest. Now the next step is to decide how to do it. What do I want to do? That is the question that is running through my head constantly.
Think about it, there are things out there in the world that I haven’t experienced. Not only because I am only 17 but also because health, money, and unplanned life events.
The unplanned events so far that have happened in my life right now; well, I am currently on crutches because of the powder-puff game. I’ve been sitting here waiting for my MRI results. Not knowing if I can play basketball or not is really killing me.
When I was younger I really wished that I could experience a lot of things. Such as, going to the movies with my mom and dad, going out to eat, hanging out with friends and such things. My family hit a bump in the road, when my mom was divorced; she became a single parent of three, which is hard to do when we need all the things to survive.
Three years ago, I gave up every sport, just because I knew I had to stay home with my mom to make sure she was safe from all the toxins in her body. She was diagnosed with lymphoma, which changed my way of looking on the world. All that I can think about is, not knowing that I am going to be getting this disease or not.
I hate how life is so unpredictable, even though that’s what makes life interesting.